who am I? ...what makes me who I am? ...can it change? will it? ...am I a good person? ...am I good enough? ...to who's standard? compared to the artsy bubble girl I viewed as a role model when I was nine, I'm not nearly enthusiastic or outgoing enough. compared to the pretty girl I… Continue reading internal identity/ crisis
Italian Yogurt Cake (made with strawberry 0% greek yogurt and topped with powdered sugar) ...created, because I had too much greek yogurt in my house to eat by myself, and I was afraid it was going to expire soon. Ingredients: 1 cup any flavour yogurt** (I find flavoured regular yogurt to be the best )… Continue reading when too much yogurt
You are the stars when my sky gets dark, and without you I'd lose the way... I'd stray from the path, stumbling blindly through the darkness, never to be found again. Family. You either love it or hate it, but you still always love your family. This is one of the things that is… Continue reading national siblings day ’18
I almost got into an accident this afternoon. And I feel so guilty, but I used to stop fearing horror movies and disasters because I used to stop fearing death, so this terrible feeling means I’m getting better right? it means I can still feel something again (though I am also numb because of it).… Continue reading trama
Good Morning to a new month, it's April everybody! (special shoutout if you were named after a month, I went to school with a girl named like that because of her birthday) I actually did a lot this long weekend. I went grocery shopping with a couple friends to bake cupcakes for Good Friday. We… Continue reading bunnies & eggs don’t go together
What to do if you suspect a friend/ someone likes you. Scenario One: Avoid it (them). It's what I usually resort to in my fight or flight response. This usually continues for the rest of the week while I'm confused and over think my conflictions. This stage of denial can last for as long as… Continue reading do you like me?
I am so grateful for all of the people I've recently acquired in my life. I love meeting new people-- even in all of its nervous energy and adrenaline. I've gotten used to letting go, of having an inconsistent stream of people in and out of my life. I've gotten used to temporary and endings,… Continue reading endless goodbyes
I've never been naive enough to believe that I was in love. Love is such a strong and intense word that I avoid using it at all. I even rarely say the full three words to my parents and siblings-- shortening the phrase to a softer "love you" rather than saying "I". The last time,… Continue reading it’s okay, i still love you.
Lately I’ve been feeling like I am watching my life through a fish bowl. Every response and reaction feels like I am playing a role, a character that I don’t agree with. I don’t have a word to say during conversations that isn’t ingenuite or untrue. It’s not that I’m necessaryily lying per say, but… Continue reading My Life is a Fishbowl
Hello old friends, September means school has started up again. I've purchased my first laptop, everyday this month has been hectic so far, and OCTOBER-- the month when literally everything in my life happens at once-- is right around the corner (kind of). I've been thinking of starting a series where I summarize the events… Continue reading My Week in Review…?