Blog, emotion, life, the depression diaries, thoughts

internal identity/ crisis

who am I? ...what makes me who I am? ...can it change? will it? I a good person? I good enough? who's standard? compared to the artsy bubble girl I viewed as a role model when I was nine, I'm not nearly enthusiastic or outgoing enough. compared to the pretty girl I… Continue reading internal identity/ crisis

Blog, food

when too much yogurt

  Italian Yogurt Cake (made with strawberry 0% greek yogurt and topped with powdered sugar) ...created, because I had too much greek yogurt in my house to eat by myself, and I was afraid it was going to expire soon.   Ingredients: 1 cup any flavour yogurt** (I find flavoured regular yogurt to be the best )… Continue reading when too much yogurt

Blog, emotion, life, the depression diaries, thoughts


I almost got into an accident this afternoon. And I feel so guilty, but I used to stop fearing horror movies and disasters because I used to stop fearing death, so this terrible feeling means I’m getting better right? it means I can still feel something again (though I am also numb because of it).… Continue reading trama

Blog, life, my week in review

bunnies & eggs don’t go together

Good Morning to a new month, it's April everybody! (special shoutout if you were named after a month, I went to school with a girl named like that because of her birthday) I actually did a lot this long weekend. I went grocery shopping with a couple friends to bake cupcakes for Good Friday. We… Continue reading bunnies & eggs don’t go together

Blog, emotion, relationships, thoughts

it’s okay, i still love you.

I've never been naive enough to believe that I was in love. Love is such a strong and intense word that I avoid using it at all. I even rarely say the full three words to my parents and siblings-- shortening the phrase to a softer "love you" rather than saying "I". The last time,… Continue reading it’s okay, i still love you.

Blog, my week in review

My Week in Review…?

Hello old friends, September means school has started up again. I've purchased my first laptop, everyday this month has been hectic so far, and OCTOBER-- the month when literally everything in my life happens at once-- is right around the corner (kind of). I've been thinking of starting a series where I summarize the events… Continue reading My Week in Review…?