Lately I’ve been feeling like I am watching my life through a fish bowl. Every response and reaction feels like I am playing a role, a character that I don’t agree with. I don’t have a word to say during conversations that isn’t ingenuite or untrue. It’s not that I’m necessaryily lying per say, but… Continue reading My Life is a Fishbowl
Hello old friends, September means school has started up again. I've purchased my first laptop, everyday this month has been hectic so far, and OCTOBER-- the month when literally everything in my life happens at once-- is right around the corner (kind of). I've been thinking of starting a series where I summarize the events… Continue reading My Week in Review…?
J, Hi, how've you been...? Look I know I've been avoiding your messages, and you, but I can explain. Please don't hate me. I think we should break up. Ok so yes, I know that we're not dating, but I'm just not ready for this kind of commitment. In turn for helping you with your… Continue reading A letter of honesty
I remember visiting the city a lot while growing up. I'd always dread the Saturday morning car rides, only to later learn to love them because it meant an hour of listening to music in my own world. Skipping the opportunity to sleep in, we would get all dressed up just to listen to a… Continue reading #liveforthestory
Day Four- I don't ever consciously remember feeling so aware of depression. It's the feeling of waking up amazed that I finally fell asleep, wishing again for the release of dark oblivion. It's going out each day and perfecting my mask of happiness and smiles, to the point where I can almost fool myself now,… Continue reading The Depression Diaries
So a little while ago I finished watching the new 13 Reasons Why series (along with the rest of North American adolescents) and, despite my first reaction when I heard they were going to make a tv show based on the book, the show wasn't half bad. I think that suicide is definitely a serious topic… Continue reading 13 Reasons Why not
I am a sensitive soul. I think you should know that. I rarely get overly emotional and have been told repetitively that I could benefit from more empathy. But I am strangely in tune with other people's emotional states; so much so that it can overwhelmingly affect me. It's the little things that get me.… Continue reading Sport Birds
Welcome to the amzette (a cross between my name and "gazette"). This is my very first blog post, and hopefully won't be my last. This is a blog for my "penny thoughts"-- or I guess "nickel" since pennies aren't a thing anymore. This is going to be my safe space, to hold my thoughts when I… Continue reading Hello